where i don't belong. she is the sunlight, the sun is gone.
I will never measure up to how great my brother is. But I’m glad that I don’t have to live in his shadow, I live in his light.
Great Weekend. The best in about forever.

Friday- Prom

Saturday - Mommy and Me day.

Sunday - Church picnic, “I love you Rachel, I love you so much” “I know, everyone does”  

We were in love, and I think now you finally figured that out.

I really just want someone to find me beautiful. 

Is it still a “just a joke”? Should I still “just calm the hell down”?

Cutting isn’t just a joke. I almost died. 

Reilly is so mean to me.

Some people will say that’s not love, that you can’t really love someone you don’t know. But, I’m not so sure. Love doesn’t seem to follow a plan; it’s not a series of steps. It can hit with the force of nature—an earthquake, a tidal wave, a storm of wild relentless energy that is beyond your simple attempts at control.

We’re all sinking in the same boat here. We’re all bored and desperate and waiting for something to happen. Waiting for life to get better. Waiting for things to change. Waiting for that one person to finally notice us. We’re all waiting. But we also need to realize that we all have the power to make those changes for ourselves.

Probably one of the best weekends of my life.

Friday -Legally Blonde with Jim
Saturday- Poms tryouts and end of the year party/Beth slept over
Sunday- Church with Kyle and Beth, Hung out with Zach and Beth, got lunch with them, then went to see the three stooges with them and Jared, and then Jared drove us to youth group.
I dunno. It was just… fun.  

I knew you were bad news.
I wish someone cared.


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